1. apply Mphil
2. change the job
3. learn qigong / taichi
2009年12月31日星期四
2009年12月29日星期二
2009年12月21日星期一
2009年12月17日星期四
生存需要聰明，生活需要智慧
序幕畫外音：一個年青人走出，一手咖啡，一手公事包，他呵欠連連，眼睛也睜不開，一大口喝了半杯咖啡。
我不知道什麼叫黑色星期五，我只知道什麼叫黑色星期一，每一個星期一都是黑色的，因為又到了要上班的時候，星期二其實也是黑色的……星期三……最黑的，星期四……有點灰……星期五（開始有點雀躍）……星期六（興奮）……星期日（開心）……星期一（痛苦起來）……如果把朝九晚五改成朝十二或十二點半晚三，每天上班下班就發薪水，分紅每個月分……我也不懂年輕人為甚麼一定要從地層做起……我的名字叫做李想，李安的李，夢想的想，我今年24歲，我現在要去上班了……
我不知道什麼叫黑色星期五，我只知道什麼叫黑色星期一，每一個星期一都是黑色的，因為又到了要上班的時候，星期二其實也是黑色的……星期三……最黑的，星期四……有點灰……星期五（開始有點雀躍）……星期六（興奮）……星期日（開心）……星期一（痛苦起來）……如果把朝九晚五改成朝十二或十二點半晚三，每天上班下班就發薪水，分紅每個月分……我也不懂年輕人為甚麼一定要從地層做起……我的名字叫做李想，李安的李，夢想的想，我今年24歲，我現在要去上班了……
2009年12月1日星期二
fu~~完成了group presentation
但這只是一個開始，接下來的功課是一浪接一浪!!
工作上的motivation跌至新低，不知道老細覺唔覺得呢? 唔理lu~
我的精神和時間現在集中在功課上，其他的我無興趣，返工只會令我覺得係浪費時間，只不過我唔返唔得jie...
ohhh 現在吃飯去..........
工作上的motivation跌至新低，不知道老細覺唔覺得呢? 唔理lu~
我的精神和時間現在集中在功課上，其他的我無興趣，返工只會令我覺得係浪費時間，只不過我唔返唔得jie...
ohhh 現在吃飯去..........
2009年11月27日星期五
there are sth on earth
i don't know why i should spend my time & energy on but i keep doing whatsoever
1. avoid people shifting their responsibilites/ tasks to me
2. avoid people shifting their 'black wok' to me
3. write emails that starts and ends with "i sincerely apologize......" when i don't mean it
4. and when the mistake is really yours, you cannot admit it because if people learn about it, they will know where to hit next time (just wait & see...)
5. pay respect to rich people because they are rich
6. ask your boss about her personal life just to make the impression that you care, but actually all you want to give her is a finger (!)
ummm.... i'm quite anit-social today
1. avoid people shifting their responsibilites/ tasks to me
2. avoid people shifting their 'black wok' to me
3. write emails that starts and ends with "i sincerely apologize......" when i don't mean it
4. and when the mistake is really yours, you cannot admit it because if people learn about it, they will know where to hit next time (just wait & see...)
5. pay respect to rich people because they are rich
6. ask your boss about her personal life just to make the impression that you care, but actually all you want to give her is a finger (!)
ummm.... i'm quite anit-social today
2009年11月10日星期二
what i have now is a livelihood but what i want is a life
imagine yourself old & frail & dying & you are reviewing your life on your death bed
what have you done that you are proud of?
what you wish you had done differently?
what you wish you had at least given it a try?
there is no point talking about the 'legacy' you want to leave behind-- when u'r dead, why the hell you care about what others think about you? Haven't you been judged enough?
if you feel you are lost in the midst of life, try this. and you'll find your way.
what have you done that you are proud of?
what you wish you had done differently?
what you wish you had at least given it a try?
there is no point talking about the 'legacy' you want to leave behind-- when u'r dead, why the hell you care about what others think about you? Haven't you been judged enough?
if you feel you are lost in the midst of life, try this. and you'll find your way.
2009年10月22日星期四
the strength to start over again
"For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again."
~ The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
~ The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
2009年10月10日星期六
星期四 水姆 、星期六 做功課
星期四 水姆
星期四的CPI是在studio上有關movement therapy的課，本來是有點期待的，但turn out有點失望。首先，頭1.5個鍾是talking，但不是講theory，而是lecturer的個人經歷分享會。都ok啦.....我當聽電台節目。然後，是很輕微的一些movement，例如是幻想一下自己的左手是水姆在平靜的大海飄浮......(有興趣人士可在家中自己practise，相信是絕對沒有危險性的)我對這次經驗的總結是:我的手手腳腳全身上下其實都幾唔聽我話的。
星期六 做功課
一個要上班的星期六上午加上一個要做功課的星期六下午等於什麼呢? 就是我今天的schedule了!!!.... 其實內心是充斥了shopping的能量+去玩去癲去hea的主意!!!!!只是現在的我停留在感冒潛伏期，因此沒有出現病徵，但當人的意志減弱，懶惰便會乘虛而入了!!!!!!!
星期四的CPI是在studio上有關movement therapy的課，本來是有點期待的，但turn out有點失望。首先，頭1.5個鍾是talking，但不是講theory，而是lecturer的個人經歷分享會。都ok啦.....我當聽電台節目。然後，是很輕微的一些movement，例如是幻想一下自己的左手是水姆在平靜的大海飄浮......(有興趣人士可在家中自己practise，相信是絕對沒有危險性的)我對這次經驗的總結是:我的手手腳腳全身上下其實都幾唔聽我話的。
星期六 做功課
一個要上班的星期六上午加上一個要做功課的星期六下午等於什麼呢? 就是我今天的schedule了!!!.... 其實內心是充斥了shopping的能量+去玩去癲去hea的主意!!!!!只是現在的我停留在感冒潛伏期，因此沒有出現病徵，但當人的意志減弱，懶惰便會乘虛而入了!!!!!!!
2009年10月5日星期一
2009年9月30日星期三
2009年9月29日星期二
when we are angry, we become slave of our emotions
this is what i told myself over and over again this morning trying to stay calm
i have lost the momentumn to work, and i feel split
this is what i expected when i decided to go for the master program, but yet it doesn't make things any easier
even though i had to fight the exhausion and hunger at class ( i love to eat, u know) and juggle the demands from work and class, it still is, to me, the best deicision i ever made in my life since i graduated, this is what i believe in
i have lost the momentumn to work, and i feel split
this is what i expected when i decided to go for the master program, but yet it doesn't make things any easier
even though i had to fight the exhausion and hunger at class ( i love to eat, u know) and juggle the demands from work and class, it still is, to me, the best deicision i ever made in my life since i graduated, this is what i believe in
2009年9月21日星期一
2009年9月9日星期三
2009年7月23日星期四
2009年6月8日星期一
2009年6月1日星期一
近日勁煲的
很久沒有煲劇啦，近日勁煲的是這套敗犬女王
真是窩心的劇情~令我不禁懷疑自己是不是提早進入中女(敗犬)心態了(!!!!!!!!!?)
其實說到底都是理性與感性之爭
選較自己年長、成熟、有事業基礎的學長是理性的伸延
選較自己年輕8年、真誠、熱心、願意為你走到天腳底的"小弟弟"(其實是海報右手邊這位喇)是情感的發展
到底要怎麼選??!?!!
話說回頭，我最初見到劇名覺得有點懷疑，什麼敗犬到底什麼意思?所以原本是不想收看啦~
後來經查證原來敗犬一詞竟然有出處
敗犬是日本人形容年過30但仍獨身的女人
因為他們assume女人全部都想在30歲以前擊敗對手(其他女人)成功嫁個(好?)男人
所以嘛，30歲仍在待嫁的，就是敗犬了
為了要成為勝犬，女人可是不遺餘力的~這個我不懷疑
但是呀，要成為勝犬真的就是你想要的嗎
為什麼一個有知識、有事業的新時代獨立女性，就不可能是女人的最終回幸福結局呢?
而且為什麼事業和幸福婚姻兩人不可共存呢?
其實我想要選小弟弟，行不行?
2009年5月23日星期六
2009年5月15日星期五
2009年4月30日星期四
我真係要記低今日呀!
今日十分lucky~ 真係有d運，完全在沒有expectation的情況下發生了兩件好事
這兩件都是小事，不過在我枯燥的生活中已經係超超超超好了!!!!
我雖然沒有宗教信仰，不過都不期然地心存感激
不管在天上望住的是誰，我都多謝你在我dry爆的生活中加上點點色彩
這兩件都是小事，不過在我枯燥的生活中已經係超超超超好了!!!!
我雖然沒有宗教信仰，不過都不期然地心存感激
不管在天上望住的是誰，我都多謝你在我dry爆的生活中加上點點色彩
2009年4月17日星期五
2009年4月9日星期四
loooooop
我呀，過了好些極度浪漫的日子。
浪漫到真的想做的就去做(唔鐘意的迫都迫唔到)
從前我真的可以如此任性唷~
自從畢業以來我經常提醒自己要做一個負責任的人
一來自己的當初的任性其實使自己後來吃了不少苦頭，我叫做係受左教訓，決心要改過自新
二來面對的環境變了，大家expect我做野要正路，我就算不完全合格，都唔可以太走樣
我經常同自己講，做人其實都係咁，番工放工，諗下點擦老細鞋、諗下點避免俾奸人所害、幾時加人工、幾時升職‥‥
你想像一下30歲時想見到一個點樣既自己，因此現在要努力，不可浪費時間
但係呢，我真的走不到這條正路
不如都係想做mud就做mud啦!!!
但係呢，我其實已受過教訓喇，難道我真的要一錯再錯嗎?
這次再錯，可能不能回頭wor施主!
即係點呀??!??!?
浪漫到真的想做的就去做(唔鐘意的迫都迫唔到)
從前我真的可以如此任性唷~
自從畢業以來我經常提醒自己要做一個負責任的人
一來自己的當初的任性其實使自己後來吃了不少苦頭，我叫做係受左教訓，決心要改過自新
二來面對的環境變了，大家expect我做野要正路，我就算不完全合格，都唔可以太走樣
我經常同自己講，做人其實都係咁，番工放工，諗下點擦老細鞋、諗下點避免俾奸人所害、幾時加人工、幾時升職‥‥
你想像一下30歲時想見到一個點樣既自己，因此現在要努力，不可浪費時間
但係呢，我真的走不到這條正路
不如都係想做mud就做mud啦!!!
但係呢，我其實已受過教訓喇，難道我真的要一錯再錯嗎?
這次再錯，可能不能回頭wor施主!
即係點呀??!??!?
2009年4月3日星期五
2009年3月31日星期二
2009年3月18日星期三
the art & craft of marketing yourself
well, i do not intend to talk about how one can market oneself to success,
if i know how, i wouldn't be sitting here and typing this post
what i want to say is, i'm such a dump person to realize only recently, that this world is ALL about SELLING
and this selling, is not selling an orange, selling a car, or even selling a flat
it is selling YOURSELF
the art & craft of selling youself, starts with the 101: knowing how much you worth
i've seen A LOT of doctors who don't want to answer questions from worried patients/ parents because that would take up too much of their precious time
what the doctors are concerned is : well, i would like you to come for a consultation, but keep it SHORT for god's sake (unless i can charge you double consultation fee)
and their ultimate goal: lure the patients to come back for another visit, and the next, and the next, and still there's the next......
i am not surprised how one starts to lose faith in doctors, or is there really something called ethics in this practice
so now, think about it, how much do you worth? where does your value come from?
if i know how, i wouldn't be sitting here and typing this post
what i want to say is, i'm such a dump person to realize only recently, that this world is ALL about SELLING
and this selling, is not selling an orange, selling a car, or even selling a flat
it is selling YOURSELF
the art & craft of selling youself, starts with the 101: knowing how much you worth
i've seen A LOT of doctors who don't want to answer questions from worried patients/ parents because that would take up too much of their precious time
what the doctors are concerned is : well, i would like you to come for a consultation, but keep it SHORT for god's sake (unless i can charge you double consultation fee)
and their ultimate goal: lure the patients to come back for another visit, and the next, and the next, and still there's the next......
i am not surprised how one starts to lose faith in doctors, or is there really something called ethics in this practice
so now, think about it, how much do you worth? where does your value come from?
2009年3月5日星期四
2009年3月2日星期一
2009年2月23日星期一
thanks...
i was quite upset this week because some people turned their back on me just when i needed their help
i understand they have every right NOT to help me but it never occured to me they would say no because it was such a small small favor (i was just asking for their opinion- and if any friend ask me about anything, i will share with them what i think, or least i'll say i don't know if that's the case), and i thought they were my friends, so...
anyway i was so disappointed they wouldn't share their views with me (in fact not even a reply)but then i suddenly felt so relieved this morning as i came to the realization that:
1. they are actually NOT my friends
2. who cares if they're not even my friends
so, i'll just keep smiling, and thanks for NOT reply me
i understand they have every right NOT to help me but it never occured to me they would say no because it was such a small small favor (i was just asking for their opinion- and if any friend ask me about anything, i will share with them what i think, or least i'll say i don't know if that's the case), and i thought they were my friends, so...
anyway i was so disappointed they wouldn't share their views with me (in fact not even a reply)but then i suddenly felt so relieved this morning as i came to the realization that:
1. they are actually NOT my friends
2. who cares if they're not even my friends
so, i'll just keep smiling, and thanks for NOT reply me
2009年2月19日星期四
2009年2月18日星期三
life is short
no one should live life as if they will live forever
i must be out of my mind to spend my precious time doing things that i loath, and speaking with people that i despise
i must be out of my mind to spend my precious time doing things that i loath, and speaking with people that i despise
2009年2月16日星期一
Revolutionary Road
I like the way the story was told- as a woman i can easily sympathize with April, while i also find it so natural to relate to Frank
Basically the Wheelers make a loving couple, it is by chance they meet and by love they unite
but this love also destroyed their family, and strangled a woman to death
It is so ironic because this couple who tries to their death to break free, actually live on the REVOLUTIONARY Road.
In the end, despite their effort, there was nothing revolutionary about them- this road, might just be the same path that all of us will go down to
2009年2月6日星期五
飯聚
昨晚跟3位女友吃飯，去了California Pizza Kitchen
真的笑到甩牙呀~
我們每人要了一杯免費添飲的涷檸茶，情況有如杯野飲俾人偷偷加入烈酒一般~
大家high到呢....
準備要到澳洲讀master 的Gladys明顯比以前成個人輕鬆了~希望她過一個開心充實的master生活呀(識番個陳豪都不錯呢~他會帶你去Cafe wor~)
Sanna 不必再煩惱她的performance goals了，因為好姊妹們已為她定下09年的目標---SMART!!!
S-M-A-R-T 5 個字母是各自stand for 1個keyword的，大家可以自己無無聊聊估下wor~
shuk shuk (少年加利略?!?)的現況有點兒kick 手 tim @.@....我都係最怕俾老細跣....我地只有幫你打小人啦~(或者買番對抗跣鞋)
在這海潚之下我們都有安穩工作都算係執番身彩lor~
希望下次(應該係11月)再gather時經濟已好轉，大家急急腳去跳糟....哈哈哈哈
真的笑到甩牙呀~
我們每人要了一杯免費添飲的涷檸茶，情況有如杯野飲俾人偷偷加入烈酒一般~
大家high到呢....
準備要到澳洲讀master 的Gladys明顯比以前成個人輕鬆了~希望她過一個開心充實的master生活呀(識番個陳豪都不錯呢~他會帶你去Cafe wor~)
Sanna 不必再煩惱她的performance goals了，因為好姊妹們已為她定下09年的目標---SMART!!!
S-M-A-R-T 5 個字母是各自stand for 1個keyword的，大家可以自己無無聊聊估下wor~
shuk shuk (少年加利略?!?)的現況有點兒kick 手 tim @.@....我都係最怕俾老細跣....我地只有幫你打小人啦~(或者買番對抗跣鞋)
在這海潚之下我們都有安穩工作都算係執番身彩lor~
希望下次(應該係11月)再gather時經濟已好轉，大家急急腳去跳糟....哈哈哈哈
2009年2月5日星期四
2009年2月4日星期三
2009年2月2日星期一
2009年1月29日星期四
我的16項事情
1. 我的行動力很低，想法太多但往往不能達成
2. 很喜歡吃，是少吃多餐那種
3. 跟吃相比睡覺更重要，最少每天8小時
4. 喜歡聽音樂，沒有固定類型，會選擇配合當時心情的歌
5. 喜歡貓狗
6. 很倔強和固執(像牛)，心口不一的話說不出，心手不一的行為辦不到
7. 金錢意識很低(近乎零)，因此不會有"賺更多錢"的念頭，如果你發現我在煩惱錢的事情，那肯定我是逼不得已
8. 沒有計劃，沒有時間表，沒有路線圖，願望是很隨心的過每一天
9. 為人不樂觀但容易笑
10. 也很容易哭
11. 活到22歲時發現人生最快樂的時光剛剛已過去
12. 其實22歲以前的我運氣超好
13. 堅信最了解自己的只有自己 (我對你說的都是老實說話，只是有更多的我沒說)
14. 很喜歡好朋友，但個人空間也不能缺，因此會間歇性自閉
15. 思想不實際(甚至跟現實有點脫軌)
16. 正學習當一個成年人
2. 很喜歡吃，是少吃多餐那種
3. 跟吃相比睡覺更重要，最少每天8小時
4. 喜歡聽音樂，沒有固定類型，會選擇配合當時心情的歌
5. 喜歡貓狗
6. 很倔強和固執(像牛)，心口不一的話說不出，心手不一的行為辦不到
7. 金錢意識很低(近乎零)，因此不會有"賺更多錢"的念頭，如果你發現我在煩惱錢的事情，那肯定我是逼不得已
8. 沒有計劃，沒有時間表，沒有路線圖，願望是很隨心的過每一天
9. 為人不樂觀但容易笑
10. 也很容易哭
11. 活到22歲時發現人生最快樂的時光剛剛已過去
12. 其實22歲以前的我運氣超好
13. 堅信最了解自己的只有自己 (我對你說的都是老實說話，只是有更多的我沒說)
14. 很喜歡好朋友，但個人空間也不能缺，因此會間歇性自閉
15. 思想不實際(甚至跟現實有點脫軌)
16. 正學習當一個成年人
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