you are everywhere i go. so i try not going anywhere at all. but you were there, even when i shut myself in the room. it's your absence, that is felt so immensely, so vividly.

for hours, i was drown in a flight of thoughts, a well of memories, your joy, your sorrow, our happy faces.

i wanted to say i'm so sorry. but i doubt if you would take any of my words, or what i say actually matters anymore. my last hope will perish, as you tell me it's nothing i have done wrong, you simply don't love me anymore.