my phone, i-pod, hi-fi, purse, watch & many other things

today i realized the only downside of taking gifts from bf is perhaps you don't want to use them anymore after that guy became the EX.

no kidding, for this reason i have deprived myself of music for a month because apparently i don't want to use the i-pod or the hi-fi at home.

i can quit music (for some while) but how am i supposed to survive a day WITHOUT a mobile phone??? how do i manage a break up AND a cut-away-from-the-world??? so i keep using anyway and avoid looking at those pics of us stored in the phone. and truth be told i didn't erase them.

i loath using that purse. don't take me wrong it's a very nice purse. but last night when i cleared everything that's inside, i found a photo sticker of us together taken in 2006 and his business cards. i have no idea why i had to carry them around with me. but looking at them broke my heart. now i'm using a little purse the size of an octopus card, so i have to fold all the dollar notes into 1/3. and if ur a fd, give me no more coins, no space for them.

btw, i'll try not to wear the watch. but i wore it by mistake this morning as it became a reflex to grab it around my wrist.

actually, is it necessary to avoid using all these stuff?? i mean, they are MINE. those may be the only stuff that are MINE and YOU DID"T BREAK

你以為愛 就是被愛 你揮霍了我的崇拜

你的姿態 你的青睞
我存在在你的存在
你以為愛 就是被愛
你揮霍了我的崇拜

我活了 我愛了 我都不管了
心愛到瘋了 恨到算了就好了
可能的 可以的 真的可惜了
幸福好不容易 怎麼你卻不敢了呢？

我還以為我們能 不同於別人
我還以為不可能的 不會不可能

你的姿態 你的青睞
我存在在你的存在
你以為愛 就是被愛
你揮霍了我的崇拜

我活了 我愛了 我都不管了
心愛到瘋了 恨到算了就好了
可能的 可以的 真的可惜了
幸福好不容易 怎麼你卻不敢了呢？

我還以為我們能 不同於別人
我還以為不可能的 不會不可能

你的姿態 你的青睞
我存在在你的存在
你以為愛 就是被愛
你揮霍了我的崇拜

風箏有風
海豚有海
我存在在我的存在
所以明白 所以離開
所以不再為愛而愛
自己存在 在你之外

this pain that won't ease by putting into words, feels as if my heart is aching. would you pls, make it go away, & set me free

我放不開 不是故意對你耍賴

時間一分分的飄過
畫面一層層的剝落
街邊相對的兩個人
沒有話說

許過的願沒有兌現
擁抱也少了一點點
沒有了愛的兩個人
有點陌生

我分不開
我是否在 也對一切留戀不捨
我放不開
不是故意對你耍賴

想一個人
卻不犧牲 過去一切對你依賴
我分不開
我們繼續兩個人

我分不開
我是否在 也對一切留戀不捨
我放不開
不是故意對你耍賴

想一個人
卻不犧牲 過去一切對你依賴
我分不開
我們繼續兩個人

i miss you