yes, i was going to scream at you and throw it back at your face.
exept i didn't cuz i was too occupied crying.

and i did think about mailing you back the money.
but then i thought i'd rather spend it.
actually i didn't, the two twenty dollar notes still lying on my desk.

that's three level of my consciousness working simultaneously

how many times i told myself, the guy doesn't love the girl and he breaks up with her- end of story. i need to move on. but what does it take to move on?

i want to erase that part of my memory. can i have them extracted?

i must hv been living in dreams but the feelings are so real.